not much in the way of intellect in this post, i’m afraid. the relationships are swirling around the drain again. i fee terrible. am i ready to grasp my basic malfunction? can i correct it? or am i irreparably damaged? i am arrogant. i am aloof. i am all those things to hide my broken parts. but sometimes people see the broken parts anyway. they back away and stay away. it’s my cycle. it’s my pattern. bye, sam. another one bites the dust.