Month: April 2018

miguel is a shitty liar. he says he works at the club but he didn’t mean he worked there as a whore. he’s always been a whore and a liar. so if he wasn’t there for pleasure, and he says he works there, and i saw him taking dicks, i guess he must be a whore. he’s definitely a liar because he said two weeks ago it wasn’t his scene. but yet he was there and taking dicks and being a whore.

odesza- line of sight. don’t misunderstand. the idiom “i don’t feel” can be easily misunderstood. i don’t mean the expanded expression “i am experiencing something different right now.” i am using the idiom expanded into the expression, “i experience all emotions in a completely different manner compared  to you and your life and the life of most other humans on the planet.” can i explain? i doubt it.

when did the word utopia shift into the role of derogatory term against liberals? utopia was invented by thomas moore as an allegory for heaven on earth where people of all faiths (specifically being limited to protestants and catholics) could get along in peace and harmony. get a grip, whackos! thomas moore didn’t live so long ago and besides … all his writings and most of the relevant contemporary and subsequent commentaries are still extant. i can’t wait for our robot overlords and their “conception” of meaning. i mean, i can’t wait for them to order the human slavemasters to put me in an oven. i mean, i cannot wait because i will die if i wait because they will kill me and then i will be dead.

i am reminded of peter gabriel’s song “big time.” i am molting and shedding my skin. i do this. it’s my nature. not only have i become fully aware of it, i like it. i have built some coping strategies that may not exactly mesh with my new lifelong strategies. therefore, i’m designing new coping strategies based on a combination of well-tested theory and empirical evidence. the context for my use of the word “theory” here should be clear, but in case it’s not, i’m very specifically referring to theory in the context of the scientific method. i would like to report on the results in a future post or a series of future posts. may it be!

it’s like watching two bullies on a playground kicking the shit out of each other. all the nerds and losers are standing around with their phones while each makes a punching bag out of the other’s face. the nerds and losers are secretly hoping they will fight to the death — but they’d all settle for a concussion and a broken limb, something that would break one of them for life.

i can’t stand bodybuilding culture. it’s based on bullying and body dismorphia and hatred of women and gays.