the flip side of the coin is that i’m majorly depressed. i hate my relationship with my partner. i hate my coworkers. i hate my family. i hate my friends. i can’t sleep. i suspect i got a batch batch of decaf coffee. i lack all manner of self control, yet i don’t want to take a benadryl to sleep. if i don’t go to sleep soon, i will have a fucking shit day tomorrow. natural born breeders? i think it’s worth $5, probably. and fuck it. i’m taking a benadryl. i need sleep more than i need self control.