what the fuck were you thinking? how could you even entertain such a stupidly selfish idea and somehow justify it to yourself by saying it was something i desired? how could you know me so little? i ask for some fucking thought and a little bit of sensitivitiy and instead you go deep within your wellspring of most childish selfishness and pull out this stupid fucking idea. whatever in the world made you think i would want this? i said no a year ago and i said no yesterday and i said no fifteen times. i don’t give two fucks about your internal rationalization process or your unicorns or your rainbows. you’re not a goddamned wizard and this is not motherfucking fairyland. this is the motherfucking real world. now go away and leave me the fuck alone and stop trying to fulfull your own needs by concocting self-centered plans and telling me how much i love them. i hate them. i hate them. i hate your stupid plans to satisfy your own desires at my expense. fuck you.